Hey.


Was busy, but not right now. Weekends was g-r-e-a-t. Ate at Popeye's with none other. Catch-ed HP at the Theaters with Karim and Naz. Finally watched Transformers with Luqman and Yana. It was better than Harry Potter i think. Went to Tapestry to watch Yana and the band doing their thang. lol. And that shows how "busy" i was?


I did some spring cleaning, and I bought a book (The reader). So i think I'll avoid hang-out sessions with the other Usuals. Not that I'm looking forward to meet some of them of cuz. I prefer the latter. I can withstand Irritants but I can't make do with allergies, if you know what i mean. I'm a person whom you can read very easily with my plastered expressions, but No sir, not my thoughts.

PB time.

Tics.

I'm turning to be a regular blogger once again while the rest is just not updating? what happened?


Might be going out with Parker later for some bottom hunt and i might be buying a new shoe, when most of you all know that I'm an easy person. Flip flops is practical you know. But i can't put down temptations! My two Onit Tigers, Mr Crocs, Adi and Gallaz begs for my feet, haha!


Anw, usual chillout session with the usuals plus two, minus 1 multiply by 3. can't really sum them up as the usuals, but idk. I need to rant now, back to my PB.


tac toes.

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dietr
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ok, im tired actually. dead beat. doing nothing. :)

Thurs plan's is on. Invitation is out. To the rest with nil verbal invitation, mcm dunno only, just join. We're wall faces, sometimes.

infinite tic tacs.

This is to prove how mad bored i am right now.

2nd post of the day with nothing to tell. Except on my other side of the world, which is my private blog. Will be inviting 2 of my trusted souls. >:(

And I have to learn how to manage my anger. Sorry to those whom I've vented on. No purpose, but you know me.

tic tac.

Was hoping to get out from my house, but sometimes unforeseen circumstances knock us down. So yeah, rot at this full week.


And for starters, hope you can "open your eyes big-big". Don't even know why I'm so angry with you sometimes. Please change, cuz i really care. I do. :( hahah. apa ni?

I'm having this weird mood seizure. bah.

It feels .... great? to let out my emotions to someone who's observant afterall. haha. Although it's quite weird, but letting out something that u've been bottling feels fulfilled? haiyaa.


I'm not really sure whether quitting my job is the right decision but I'm pretty sure that it was my last resort. truth is, It's really hard to let it all go. Great friends, but the pay sucks, what's more is the fucking management. Not fair!


I've been hanging out like nobody's business. God, it's a waste of time. Repeating cycle. IT'S A WASTE OF TIME!! But it's better than staying at home. Lagi waste of time! WASTE OF TIME UNDERSTAND? apa ni?


I miss the good ol' times. When nothing seems to matter, only friends stays still. FRIENDS what FRIENDS?

And i'm ranting again.




p/s : you're so near but you're out of my reach.

Was in the bus with Amin when i saw this vandalized seat. God how i miss sch, thanks Vandal.

As most of you all know, YES I've finally quitted my job. And I've got the whole year to rot, December come quick babe!


Oh boy, what cold weather we have today, eh?

There are some accomplishments made in life which either makes you happy or the other way round. On my side of story, those little accomplishments made are out of rush. Never think through decisions. Sad.


And there are also some things or that specific someone in your past, where you can never or will not give up. Even though you know that, that person is now beyond your reach. Snap back to reality, I have to. That i know. Very well, very well.

And at some point of times, you wished with all your mighty might not to even meet any of your associates. Those turds who just can't keep things to their own fucking self. Just have to just share it with the whole world. Word vomit is not exactly the way i see it. I hated you.

And at this point of my "hoppipolla" time, I am glad I'll never have to see you again, though i know i will. :( Just keep things to yourself pretty please you ignorant bastard. And keep your mask on, then come out from your ugly shell, to show people how "beautiful" u are when we all know what kind of person you really are. A mirror image of someone.


We live our life with full of regrets. I lived my whole life filled with it. :(


Oh why do i bother.