Today's post will be more on myself rather den pictures unfortunately. Sorry hoh. I need space.
I've been watching tonnes of movies out of late. Bit by bit, i think my life relate on them. I think it's the only way for me to feel and reach out, somehow. Like getting to my inner self. I've pretty much lost track of the happenings in a human being's life. Not that I don't want to, but I'm left out.
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Once in a while, I'm just like any normal 20 year old. But I'm still trying to fit in with the "normal" humans. (I think I'm a martian). Ok maybe watching too much movies (when I'm still at work) brings too much influence. HaHa! But I'm not to blame. Those movies are toooo good to be true. I think movies are much more realistic than what my life seems, now.
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I've not been dealing with life that well either. I've not been a great follower in my religion. Yes, i ought to be slapped. But I'm trying to atleast think of God atleast once a day, or more. Yes, shame on me. I don't even know the basic of our 5 daily doings. But I'm following. I know the rights and wrongs. But it seems that the 'wrong' side seems to draw much attention to me and I'm very sure, others as well. One must learn to restrain. But are we that strong to do that? You know the answer, yes?
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And ahhh, love. U can either die from it, literally or add more life to what u already had. I've not been in love for a very long time. Not that I'm fussy of cuz. But finding the right one which suits your needs is a tad hard. Not only that i want someone who suits my personality, but most importantly is that, he have to love me for who i am, and not for what i am. Of of cuz, we have to be deeply in love, deeper then the ocean. And that person must be able to give me butterflies in my tummy. Ha Ha Ha. AHHHHHH, i'm so fond of looking at couples. Makes me jealous! hmph!
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I almost gave up my life when i fall out of love, once, but I think God's giving me another chance to meet someone better. Or maybe to give that person to a much better lass than i am. I'm somewhat happy to see him now. I think if we're still together, our life will be nothing but miserable. Too many tears, too many empty promises. And not only that, we seems to have too many problems. It's always important to get along well with your partner's family, cuz one day, not only that you'll be marrying him/her, you'll be marrying to that person's family as well. But i really thank him, he's a very great lover indeed. lol. ahh, your first love brings nothing but gooooood memories. It'll be great if we're on talking terms. Oh my, i think i listen too much on my friends, that i don't even have a chance to say what i want.
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ok, peace out.
