giggle like a silly girl!

here i am being fuss free when someone just have to gaciau me and say "faz can u help me ......''.wah piang eh.

other than that, my bdae will be coming up real soon. so screw your other plans, and come straight to my party. and as for my gift, just give me money can already! i have loads of things to buy and settle. 50dollars will be fine. I'm big already ahh,so don't be a bloody moron and give me $10 ah, mau mati eh??? hahahhaa. yes i am bad apa!

but,my party budget one.i wanted a chalet but aiyah, i hardly have the time to book kay.

and my life's been pretty fine. my bad past will be treated like i had a very BAD concussion. then ok liao. yang lain your pasha, not my pasha.

i've gotten my KATE SPADE FF. god, nothing can describe my feeling at that point of time. THANKS LOVE. eeee,i sound like *ttttoooootttt* and now i'm broke.but thanks eh you know who you are.

MAJOR WTF???? apa nieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????


putar belit putar belit, gasing pun pening, lalat sudah pening, semua pun peningg!

can you like seriously think before you key down your thoughts?

sudah lah, aku da malas nak fikir pasal this shits. If people were to be smart enough, how many people came in with good thoughts and left with nothing but hatred towards your actions? Neither do i have the intention to have my life back like the ol times. Simply said, my actions towards you was given directly back to you like how you treat me.

Mak aku ckp, "tak sangka eh dik....sudahlah" (with some laughters), apa hal yang aku nak buat story kat mak aku? Bapak aku kata ".................." cuz belum lagi ckp ah. And the rest was history.

Aku ni bukan nye SEJAHAT yang kau fikir. If i were to backstab you from a candle lit room with a knife in my back, CAN YOU PROVE IT? kalau aku not happy with your "happy" life, CAN YOU PROVE IT?

apa? aku ada ke cakap benda2 buruk pasal kau? ada ke aku nak jumpa kau terpekik terlolong. ada ke, lets say aku nak kawin, pass the invitation to someone else, when i can pass it to you personally when u did your rounds to pass em?

K suka hati kau k. If kau seriously tak kuasa, why snoop so low and ask people who's not involved in this shit about me? or whether dia pernah dengar the ongoing talks in the office. bullshit sak ni semua. Like i said , my hatred towards you is not baseless. Kalau betul you're not making a big fuss, you could have met me, like how you met the rest of your enemies. Aku tak cakap aku nangis, lol. cuma susah ah bebual kat net. Mcm seek attention, even if kau memang takde intention, tapi the rest of your lovelies boleh baca, betul tak?

I know this will happen.


In the end life goes on, me with my life, and you with your life.

from: tak senior, bukan assistant cuma ridiculously pathetic weird worker. XD

based on my true judgements and others, i'm not afraid of anything. neither do i go around asking people whether they've heard anything. lol.

You should have asked me why. YES, i've bitched about those who're are close to you, but don't you? At least you're the one that i've bitched about that someone, but you've bitched about your own bestfriend to your own enemy? I mean wtf?

I don't know whether it's true or not, but the ongoings talks here and there might be true. And so what if i share my problems with my mom? Atleast i don't go around telling people.

Me not happy with your life? Backstabbing you?????????? are you fucking kidding me? What have i done? Snatch your boyfriend? ex-boyfriend? going around saying things about yourself,your family? saying to supervisor that i don't deserve a raise? LOL. BIG TIME JOKE! ring a bell?

Please lah eh, kalau org tak kacau aku,aku tak kacau org.And aku tak kacau hidup kau pun.Why should u even bother? Aku tak menyusahkan hidup kau dengan my what? weird attitude?

Do you know how much i suffer because of you? even before you realise that I've been neglecting going out with you,or having small talks with you? because i don't wanna lie to myself,and force myself to be happy aroud you.

Ye lah, mesti orang yang rapat ngan kau will agree with what you've gotta say, takkan they want to agree with me when they've not heard of my side of story?

Yes i've gotta agree that you used to be someone who'll i turn to everytime,and maybe others too,but you only realize the bad things when they cast you away,or when you cast them away? don't you realize?

Let's say,you used to be close with A,and when B came you cast A away.Happen more then twice eyy? But that's not the issue.

I seriously don't get what you're trying to say.If you can share with your whoever, why can't I sharewith my parents. -.-

Don't worry,I won't gang up and I'm not even bothered to ask people this and that.'

I think i need see the doctor too. My eyes pun swollen jugak. Baca sana baca sini, tapi tak nak tanya sendiri.Nak korek jugak.

Aku tak pernah hasut sapa2 to avoid kau. Aku tak pernah nak cakap pasal keburukan kau yang baseless, apa keburukan kau yang orang selama ni nampak,aku pun nampak. Even those who've befriended long way back.

Aku memang takde issue ngan kau.Seriously. Tapi what about kau?

If you seriously want to know, siapa yang depan baik,tapi kat belakang cuma Allah je yang tau?

U know how to get through me now don't you? Through someone else. hah~

Please lah eh, apa yang kau imply to semua baseless. suka hati kau lah.

Pretending to be normal all this whole while infront of you is one thing, but pretending nothing ever happen is another. Taking in people's advice might be easy, but forgetting what you did.....


You're not the victim to your own doings. I know how you handle things. When this is not an age issue, you make things sounds so big. When i tried to swallow every hurtful thing you did, you make it sound so cheap by saying I'm pathetic?! major wtf!


Why don't you tell those who're with you (have fun while it last) what kind of a person you really are? If I'm really a backstabber, we would have confronted you isn't it? If i'm trying to destroy your happiness right now, I'd simply say the nastiest thing to all you friends now, don't you think? Please lah eh, memang senang for you to gain this publicity act, but whatever you did or say things behind my back, I'd never even consider to meet you, and then you'll leave after shouting and crying. Atleast I did not even make calls to someone else's mom or anybody for that matter when you can just solve the problem yourself.

That's it. I don't even wanna drag this shitty matter. You can say whatever you like when I don't think that neither of your "bestfriend" saw the cold shoulder i gave you. Suka hati kau lah, nak buat bodoh, buat bodoh je la. blogging is already a big hoo haa. tsk.

If it weren't for you and your outright drama, I think I'll not be associated with all your bullshits either.


Ye lah, once you said the baddest thing about your close friend and when u decided that you've found someone new, you cast her away. The irony!


I'm not good, i admit that to all humas whom i've met. But i've got my own reasons why you deserve the cold shoulder. You don't want me to embarass you don't you? then i advice you better stay out form my own judgements.


If i had known what kind of person you are to all you "enemies" i swear to god I have left when i wanted to. Guess my mom and dad and all the rest of once-you're-in-good-terms-with was right! Have fun.

laaalaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaa.


It's like birds chirping, winds gusting, buzzling busy city..... Yep, couldn't care less. Since I've got my trusted source, tell me why should i care? Oh yes because you're not to be blamed, others will.


Take care and stop hurting others.



xoxo,
i've got your dirty little secret. ;)

Trust me, it's like I'm never ever there.