cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know

Crash and burn. I'm not in the mood for anything. Cept for the moolah i'm getting tonight. Screw all of you assholes. That includes you too who's been sneaking up on my blog, and snapping when you don't even know what I'm blogging about. I don't even give two hoots when you fuck with someone's dad, so i guess when you don't even know me, stop judging me from the way i fucking blog. you made me do this.


Urgh. why do i even fucking care about you? Cause you just can't keep your mouth shut, and keep asking Rad to read my fucking blog. Yes, she knows this existence of my fucking blog. SO? And all of your 'EX' colleagues knows the existence of my blog too, so why bother. ao my blog is made for you to ask around whether they know I'm bitching about them? NICE! -.-

Can't believe you're making a hoo haa out of my posts.

Today was tough and absolutely rough. I hardly have the time for some breather. *gasp

(drama mama mode ahead!)
firstly was the fucking fucked up bus service at my estate. Took small fucking fish nibbles to reach. patience was on it's toll loh. saddened cuz ak ny boy t da na tra! nearly brought tears to my eyes loh! But nay, I had some visuals to keep me back on my happy track :) 4 days baby.....

secondly was the problem i had at work. Thankfully the bosses help me through. Thank god for that. I was spared! L was being lovely (hahah),and that does not happen on a regular basis k. J was good too. So yeah, alhamdullilah.

Hopefully my short escapade will heal my broken heart (hahahahah!). My body begs for the mercy of good old rolling, pinning and kneading though. And maybe just maybe I'll get a wee bit of tan. JUST CUZ! (NINA and DIAN, you know i know kan)! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

See you on monday my eye candy. me wants you! i'll apply some aloe vera all over your badly burnt charred body, maybe we'll have good ol' rolling fun, don't you reckon? lol! Pardon me for the interrupted self talking habit. hah! can't help it gitu loh!

Note to self:Don't be deceived by small drumsticks, could be rats(from a trusted source)Heng that i don't really favour drums. Packed and ready to jet! Though the heart wants to stay badly with you. (hahahahhahahhahahhaha) have to stop or else this snizzy snazzy won't stop!

DAAAAAAAAAA~~

This two days has been extremely good. Lasted a while je, buttt, was fun while it lasted :)


See you tomorrow my yummy morny baby bunny. HAHAH! (yes, i'm talking to myself, hee.) I sense a stinking skunk, cibby in denial.


Well anyways, It's going to be torturous for the upcoming days ahead since I'm going away for a short break. 4 days seems so long! I've gotta get used to this living lifestyle since my weeks are marked by morns and noons. bah! my life is a little bit dramatic lah.


meanwhile, tomorrow will be a very loooooonnng mooooooody day.

Hey, I'm at work right now. On a gleeful Sunday. Sigh...Alone. Going to punch out right after i finish this entry.


Bad cruel people - They're very good at denying,almost clueless at their wrong doings.
- Good at almost everything, BONUS:DECIVING.


Why am i such a fool all the time.


I really hope you appear suddenly. gotta run, it's going to raaaaain.

Heaven on earth, the exact feeling for Friday the 13th. My most anticipated question has been answered on today itself (which took forever lah). phew. Gave one quick call to my train buddy just now. Juicy details! haha. better be early tomorrow.

God please. God please. Please God.

Bunny's sunburn is really bad. You should have brought me along you know. ;) And nearly two weeks of your absence is not funny. I so miss you like hell. ....... (sorry was talking to self, haha)


Bulls Ching Chong!!!! are you sneaking on my blog?!


Oh dear, flu's bugging me.

Didn't know you'll take all the hassle to go sms somebody at 12++am just to ask that person whether she knows this shithole of mine. HAHAHAI!!!! err, i think it was no hassle at all. but wtev.



I guess people do jump to conclusions. for beginners, knowing me isn't that easy. Kan Anj Sur (u-know-who-u-are)?



Read in between the lines please. Because for one, you don't even know the story behind every post that u've read. I don't know you, and ak don't even have any issues with you, even with all the stories i heard because why, I just can't be bothered. It's your pasal anyways.


Sad nya that I'm so merepek. So merepek that you have to bother someone's sleep in the middle of the night! -.-

I've been updating regularly eh. That's weird.


Well anyway, things some of you have yet to know about .... me.


Firstly, I don't care if i ever lose any one of you as a friend. Be it, if you've been with me for more than a few years now. and i have a serious case of slip-tongue.

Secondly, what makes you think that I care if I lose someone who's only close to me when we're only colleagues.

Thirdly, when i set my thoughts straight, I'll never choose any left turns. The right turn will be another story lah. If u get what i mean.

I had tonnes of friends whom I love to be with. But some choose to depart. And i'm not least affected by it because I've had my fair deal, and they had theirs too. but I'm always the bad guy. so whatever.


Lastly, I hate having friends. I've never taken anyone for granted. I don't trust all this best friend, trusted friend thing when it's clear to you that you've bitched about them or the other way. Don't have to pretend lah, the looks on your face is as clear as a sheet of paper.

Honestly I bitch about them too. What's there not to like about your "friends" right? No one can escape this i strongly believe.


And if you wish to hold grudges on me ..... your pasal. I'm still living my own life. And you can hold on to your lies sampai dah beruban. Nanti dah tua, dah nyayok pun dah tak ingat ini semua lagi apa.


Whoever reads this, don't come and ask me what's wrong with me, whom I'm talking about because It's seriously a number of you. So just diam. Ak da mals nak ca ni se ben. kal nak ta, tun la la.

Thing is, you'll never understand me.
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I still think that cutting my hair brings me rotten luck. Now bunny you really have to appear eh!

Hoping hoping really hoping for a miracle to happen. God pleaseeee!


And God, excuse and forgive me for my forbidden holes. I'm so tempted! But most importantly, forgive me Mom! I can't help it. As much as it pains you to see, it does so to me as well. These are the furthest i'll go .... I think. :P


Monday, don't go all blue on me.



And bunny baby, where ze fcuk are you?

f'ckd up server.


I've so many reasons to be angry about. But i should learn how to breathe first. And no thanks to my happy pill. 4 days without bunny ears is so close to losing my insanity. I MUST BE CRAZY!


I've no mood to work. I don't believe in team work. I shall just go with the flow....... Nasib there's still Rad, or else ...


I know I'm rude .... but gangster??? HAHAHAH! you're kidding me man. and seriously, you're just one annoying flu bug, and like i said, I PITY YOUR LIFE, whether u claim you're "cute" or not. tsk! i guess u can still cover your butt with what you people are good at .. using toilet paper.
dah lah irritating nauzubillah, bau kau nye badan lagi k.

Opps, I guess my blog might be revealed to your "WHO IS THAT MANUFACTURER OF MATTRESSES AGAIN"? or better yet, my boss. But whatever, you're stinking up my space already. And last but not least, We're seriously better off without you, or the latter.


flying fuckkkkkkkkkkkkksssssssssssssss to you A-holes.


I hope Thursday morning will make up to my badly bruised yeterdays. and i seriously need a puff. Goodnight, angels.


eh, you guys should listen to my ability in speaking Thai. I'm bloody good man! lol!